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21. Cali.
Love and weed is all we need

"I'm not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you're not in this world to live up to mine."

"I’m in love with Mary Jane. She’s my main thing. She makes me feel alright. She makes my heart sing. And when I’m feeling low, she comes as no surprise. Turns me on with her love. Takes me to paradise.” <3

All I want to do is sit down and watch star wars, but my laptop has to be a little bitch, and not wanna play it. :(

"I think about you, maybe more than I should. But the smog is getting old, the drugs I’m taking aren’t so good. So will you talk to me? Even though you’ve had a late night, because I need a little help. Baby, tell me I’ll be alright. Cause everything around me has changed, but the garden that you planted remains." <3

I hate it when it only takes one song to ruin it all…to get me thinking, and keep me thinking. A lot has happened this year, and it all went by so fast. Way to fast. I just wanna go back to those special moments, realize they were special, and make them last.
Don’t take things for granted, you later realize how much of a small moment, a smile, a hug, a stare, a song… can mean so much later on.

And now I’m gonna go crawl in a hole and cry, while listening to old songs that remind me of you. Fuck these feels.
 

‎”Y’all remind me of a place we all call the Middle East. Where people fight over their laws that they swear God handed down. But while they hold to their side fast, thinking that they’ve got the only righteous path. I’ve seen that they all missed the bottom line - True love is the only thing that will forever last. You can’t tell me who I am cause I’m working on that too. What’s right for me just ain’t right for you.”
Ahhh SOJA they are all that equals perfection! <3 

He makes me happy when I’m sad. He makes me laugh when I’m mad. He’s my medicine when I’m sick. He’s my hope when I think I’ve finally lost it. He’s my best friend… and I’m completely in love with him.

You look at the prescription drugs you get from the doctors, and you read all the warning labels, and side effects. It’s ridiculous, breathing problems, liver damage, blood clots, nausea, and even death. I just feel more sick, a temporary pain reliever with terrible side effects, and a bad come down. But yet this is LEGAL? It makes no sense.

Just give me cannabis. No deaths, no warning labels, and no pain. That’s how it’s supposed to be.

Sometimes I think I’m just better off alone. no friends, no lover, no anything. Just me, myself, and I. The less people, the less bullshit you deal with. But even then, I get tired of myself. It’s always a lose lose situation. I can’t ever win.

I gave up the people that wanted me most, for the person that wanted me least. What is wrong with me? Then again, what isn’t?

"When We Were Younger"

I never really got why we’re here
Just look at all we build in our lives and we all disappear
A few of us are born with so much
While most of us just chasing down a dream that we just can’t touch
So why we try so hard in this place?
When pain and suffering is a guarantee and happiness is a phase
I wonder if one day we’re at peace
Or will this whole world just become like the middle east?

[Chorus:]
But when I was younger, when I was younger
I had the answers, I’ve got to say
But all of my answers, now that I’m older
Turned into questions, in front of me

I wonder where we go when we die
If there is anything past our lost sun and our sky?
Cuz airports only take us so high
Is it hidden in the stars?
What’s the answer to your soul lying?
I wonder do we get to come back
I wonder if I will remember these questions I’ve asked
Or will I just star over again?
I hope it’s not too hard to find all of my old friends.

[Chorus x2:]
But when we were younger, when we were younger
I had the answers, I’ve got to say
But all of my answers, now that we’re older
Turned into questions, in front of me

I wonder if we get one true love
Or maybe there’s a few out there
Or maybe not even one
I wonder if it’s made up by man
I wonder if love is what we make with our own two hands
I wonder why I write all these songs
I wonder if you know what you’re saying when you sing along
And will you know my name when I’m gone?
Or are you just too sick of these love songs?

[Chorus:]
But when we were younger, when we were younger
I had the answers, I’ve got to say
But all of my answers, now that I’m older
Turned into questions, in front of me

But when we were younger, when we were younger
I had the answers, I’ve got to say
But all of my answers, now that I’m older
Just turned into questions, right in front of me
Right in front of me, in front of me
Everything changes in front of me
I CAN NOT STOP LISTENING TO THIS SONG!! It’s just so perfect, the sound, the lyrics, everything. Im so in love with it >.< <3

Throughout my life I’ve always been a very sad, depressed person. I was also very good and hiding it. I’ve gotten to my breaking point and lost some friends along the way, but for the ones that did stay, I thank you for sticking by my side even at my worst. I love you guys more than you know. To have those people stay by you even when you pushed them away, it’s amazing, and it shows true friendship. I’ve changed a lot within these past few months, and not all change is bad. Sometimes when someone changes it’s for the good. I’m happy, I’m actually happy. I can smile without even knowing why, and it feels really good.
It’s about time I had a smile that’s real. :)

UGH The talking, the laughter, the weed, the kissing, the sex… him.

My baby girl is growing up so fast :&#8217;D &lt;3  

My baby girl is growing up so fast :’D <3